1 Timothy 4:16 Watch your life & doctrine closely. Persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers.

its the end of a broken heart

im learning to be excited about correction. rather than be afraid of it.
freedom.

it's the way my heart skips a beat just at the thought of you.

how am I not myself?
how am I not myself?
but who are you?
who is God to you?

Psalm 18: 1 I love you O Lord, my strength.
I am so in love with God, sounds crazy right? But nothing else feels so right. Continually God pours his love out in my life.
You've got so much love in you.

I feel like dancing. It's foolishness I know. But I am so smitten by God. Smitten. There's an idea. ♥
I am not ashamed

Who is God to you?

Show me your ways, O Lord,
teach me your paths;
guide me in your truth and teach me,
for you are God my savior,
and my hope is in you all day long

Psalm 25: 4-5

i felt you in my life before i even thought you

I'm getting really uncomfortable in soe and it's only the first day.
But it's a good uncomfortable. It's a wonderful uncomfortable.
Today when we were praying in tongues I found myself just breaking down and crying.
I wish I could've known what I was praying.
It's cool though, it's like I have my own secret with God.

:)

My mom is mad that I'm doing SOE.

I always hear other people (not from FLC) saying how annoying it is when their parents make them go to church. While I just wish mine went.

They're "christians" but they don't think it's important to actually go to church. And my mom works on Sundays otherwise I would make her come with me sometimes.

I see my peer's parents so proud of them and happy they're doing this, while I just get crap about it. It's almost like my mom thinks I'm nuts to believe in our church.

She's thinks FLC is making me do things I dont want to do. Which isnt even true. Every decision I make is a choice that God wants me to....and that I want to.

I dont know if I can explain the almost embarassment when other parents ask me who mine are , thinking they go to FLC to, and I have to explain to them that they dont go to church. I just feel really alone sometimes.