My mom is mad that I'm doing SOE.

I always hear other people (not from FLC) saying how annoying it is when their parents make them go to church. While I just wish mine went.

They're "christians" but they don't think it's important to actually go to church. And my mom works on Sundays otherwise I would make her come with me sometimes.

I see my peer's parents so proud of them and happy they're doing this, while I just get crap about it. It's almost like my mom thinks I'm nuts to believe in our church.

She's thinks FLC is making me do things I dont want to do. Which isnt even true. Every decision I make is a choice that God wants me to....and that I want to.

I dont know if I can explain the almost embarassment when other parents ask me who mine are , thinking they go to FLC to, and I have to explain to them that they dont go to church. I just feel really alone sometimes.