1 Timothy 4:16 Watch your life & doctrine closely. Persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers.

its the end of a broken heart

im learning to be excited about correction. rather than be afraid of it.
freedom.

it's the way my heart skips a beat just at the thought of you.

how am I not myself?
how am I not myself?
but who are you?
who is God to you?

Psalm 18: 1 I love you O Lord, my strength.
I am so in love with God, sounds crazy right? But nothing else feels so right. Continually God pours his love out in my life.
You've got so much love in you.

I feel like dancing. It's foolishness I know. But I am so smitten by God. Smitten. There's an idea. ♥
I am not ashamed

Who is God to you?

Show me your ways, O Lord,
teach me your paths;
guide me in your truth and teach me,
for you are God my savior,
and my hope is in you all day long

Psalm 25: 4-5

i felt you in my life before i even thought you

I'm getting really uncomfortable in soe and it's only the first day.
But it's a good uncomfortable. It's a wonderful uncomfortable.
Today when we were praying in tongues I found myself just breaking down and crying.
I wish I could've known what I was praying.
It's cool though, it's like I have my own secret with God.

:)

My mom is mad that I'm doing SOE.

I always hear other people (not from FLC) saying how annoying it is when their parents make them go to church. While I just wish mine went.

They're "christians" but they don't think it's important to actually go to church. And my mom works on Sundays otherwise I would make her come with me sometimes.

I see my peer's parents so proud of them and happy they're doing this, while I just get crap about it. It's almost like my mom thinks I'm nuts to believe in our church.

She's thinks FLC is making me do things I dont want to do. Which isnt even true. Every decision I make is a choice that God wants me to....and that I want to.

I dont know if I can explain the almost embarassment when other parents ask me who mine are , thinking they go to FLC to, and I have to explain to them that they dont go to church. I just feel really alone sometimes.

Adrienne Curry

I talked to Adrienne Curry (America's Next Top Model winner season 1) about God and she was like "I refuse to read a book that demeans women!"

1. the bible doesnt at all, it actually talks about how amazing women are. but then she wouldnt know that cause obviously she never reads the bible. and only listens to people's opinions about it.

2. demeans women? what about you? you dress and talk like a skank on a daily basis....and that's not demeaning to women?

but whatever. i dont even know what to say to her anymore. i guess all i can do i just pray. that would probably make her skin crawl if she knew it though. (and she'd probably ask people to block me rofl)It's so frustrating when people have the truth right there in their hands and they actually refuse to accpet it.

Scary place to be my friend.